You don't know me and you don't feel my pain
I know you've never tried to decipher my brain
But if you ever did all your tries would be in vain
Because I'm metaphorically and unclinically insane

You can't catch my vibes with a three foot pole
I hang them out to dry and they swallow skies whole
They follow drunken breezes wherever they may go
Roll on waves - form by storm - in darkness they glow

I speak in tongues so twisted there is no whole cause
In my world there are no limits - dimminished are all laws
Sing in tones that you can't hear - my voice it won't reach your ear
I try to breath loudly - be focused - see clear

But something always breaks when all else fails
It might be time to rise and then set sail
If we are to flee the winds of evil
Weaving through the world

Sleeping in the meadows
Waiting for darkness
To be born

Poetry by me

All these friends we make
It is this wretched fate
Keeps us all awake too late
Due to the plans that flake

Down in our open sky
In the middle of the night
Just to slice snowflakes
With their sizable rakes

I don't care much about
The weaponry we spit out
I don't care much for
The soldiers knocking on my door

Spend my day on the floor
With the bullets floating over
Stay strong and get along
With the third worlds soldiers

my Friend

Poetry by me

You appear like an image
Vivid vision of days
Still is yet unfinished
The wind blows it away

And all hope diminished
Glistens in shades of grey
Listening to the whispers
The voices and they say

"There is a time not suitable"
"There is a place so cold"
"And do not be deluded"
"The world is growing old"

"Slowly earth is withering"
"Is this what I've been told?"
"A prison full of little things"
"Things that slowly load"

We're up to our necks in chatter
We're up to our waists in water
We're up to our heads in matter
Of death, dedication and slaughter

I can no longer hear the laughter
That echos over fields of green
The world that we knew has been shattered
The world that we know is unseen

The future is uncalled for
It falls behind dark walls, the borders
The rest it rests in gods grim might
Away from our human humane sight

The past is a clear rearview
The present is as clear as air too
But the future is like a bank of mist
Still, it feels like I exist

Poetry by me

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Hello!

Current happens, recording a shitload of material for the Project Jenkees Project. Been recording last night, from early morning today until night and then some more now as night falls. If I didn't know better I'd say I'm getting a cold, cause my throat starts feeling a big sore, hehe. Stopped recording for the day, I've put out notices for a few books (university) I'm trying to sell, and I'll be studying for a couple of hours before I go to bed, hopefully I can get the two first and latest assignments done and hand them in, deadline passed yesterday.

I just recieved three packages in the post this morning. One with four GBC games - Blade (good intro, after that it's just kick + punch, alternatively aim + shoot, all the way, decent graphics, no fun) , Driver (lots o missions, three big cities to drive in, minigames too, this was the only good game in the package), SomethingFX (space shooter, can't recall the name, monotonous & boring) & RampageSomething (game where you run around a dinosaur blasting helicopters and stomping buildings to the ground). One with a GBA wormlight, link cable and earphones, not that I need the earphones or the wormlight, nor do I need the link cable - I already bought two by mistake. The last package contained the GBA game F-Zero GX, I had high hopes for it, but it pretty much failed me. Racing games other than Mario Cart just don't seem to be any fun on the GBA. The packages all have in common that I put bids on them online, Pokemon Chrystal should be coming tomorrow too, and an old Monopoly game. It really isn't that cheap buying stuff online anymore though, sure, it's cheaper than buying stuff new, but you'll find things way waaaay cheaper nearby at garagesales or similar. All of this stuff come today and tomorrow cost me about $30 total. I ordered a new camera too, need one, and as you know my old one broke, that and two silly stressballs. Soon I can even post pics of stuff I buy, woo.

Other? Been jogging, eating, sleeping, sorting things, browsing. Yesterday my buddy Andreas came over to try out three new Monopoly clones I bought (not online, they didn't cost me more than $4 total), one of them called Finance turned out to be a hit, the other two so-so. Last one lasted a rough 4-5 hours, and I didn't win! :/ My words run out now, see you sometime.

Currently on a chair.

I didn't not move a muscle as I previously stated. Fate happened and my buddy Andreas called right after the walk at 11, so I cycled over and we played a game of Monopoly (he won, again, AAARGH), then I cycled back home. I received two decorative cups and a jar of chocolate spread though, for reason without name, and I ate half of the chocolate with todays dinner, pancakes. Between Monopoly and Dinner I programmed some, and after dinner I programmed some.

Now I just finished my first webdesign assignment (deadline passed already) and handed it in. If you're interested in what I'm doing you can view my university website right here, on which I'll be uploading all assignments for the teachers to view. The first of available projects is a calculator I wittily titled "Miniräkan Räknar" which translates roughly too "Minishrimp Counts". It doesn't sound very witty in English, does it? In Swedish it's a whole different story though, seeing as Mini Shrimp in Swedish is Miniräka (in Swedish related words are bundled together to form seperate words) and calculator in Swedish is Miniräknare. So, Miniräka & Miniräknare, you can't miss the similarity there, and it goes even further in meaning. Anyway, I was just about to hand in the assignment when a script error occured on my university server, so it seems like I won't get this thing in today anyway. Instead I'll finish assignment number two (creation of SQL-database-related-script of choice) this nice night and upload them both tommorow, and then I'll just have one university course to catch up on through the day that comes.

Speaking of tomorrow, my Monopoly game should be arriving, and I have a sheduled appointment of Monopoly play with my buddy Andreas as well, as soon as I can fetch the game from the post office. Now, goodnight.

I'm not moving a muscle until I get these g-d-m- studies done. Except, long walk at 11.