I long
For the new week
To start
So I can
Just keep on
Working
I appriciate
The silence
I get
The darkness
That keeps on
Lurking
But I'm tired
Of filing regrets
I'm tired
Yes I'm tired
Of denying outlets
I'm happy
But I'm tired
Of smiling to myself
I'm tired
I think I'll stop
Lying to myself
And try
Stop trying
To forget
And lie
In my bed
And stare at the sky
Behind the dieling
And imagine
What it is like
Just being
Poetry by Me