@AudioMachina22 *GOOD point to be at, I meant to write at the start there. XD Words...
Speaking about my own experiences with regards to that catapult simile btw, I feel like I just balance between a good and a bad place, managing to appreciate things as they are to the point imminent change can be postponed, living in denial all the while, sometimes taking a leap but not too far... wonder what it'd take to ignite a similarly (and positive) unprecedented transformation hmm. To avoid the same bridge of chaos maybe: small but intentional steps of self-betterment. :) Well, we'll see, summer's free.
AudioMachina22
@AudioMachina22 @Cyberdevil @Cyberdevil Heh... when I underwent this transformation, it was catastrophic, and stripped away everything from me. Afterwards, it felt like my life was resetted. Everything was different, I had to start out from scratch. These were boring times (since nothing happened) but I passed through that period somehow. I made it. And now I'm here, starting to get a feel for "life" again. My life is still blank though, it's up to me now how I decide to live this new life (habits, routines, interests, workout, work etc. (much much much more)) and other surprises that life brings about. I can expect a rich life where I am totally content with the circumstance. =3 Hehe... Cyberdevil, good luck you too!
Cyberdevil
Hmm, in a way that sounds like a new point to be at, at a gate that doesn't influence possibility; you can choose freely. These summer vacations are similar, in a way. They're not fresh starts entirely, but disconnecting from the digital world entirely lets you come back with a new perspective. Commitment and bias and all fades... to some extent. It's easier to cast away things that don't matter after. Even if it's still so easy to fall into the same old habits regardless, if you don't really use this springboard to propel yourself somewhere else. If instead of a catapult you use the opportunity more like a trampoline. Bounce around a bit; rejoice; feel rejuinated and free... then just step back outside again and go back to the usual dues.
Anyway that sounds awesome. :) Thanks again man! May we both get to the richest points possible, in that life feels meaningful and inspiring; each new day's one you really want to wake up to and seize. With calm or with commitment. To whatever plane you give it. With bliss instead of pain, and passion instead of indifference! That's riches.