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Cyberdevil
Bamboo Shoots!

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WB Cyberdevil

Hmm, yeah, maybe! Also TY S3C.

Though it's just for three days.

Or wait was that a statement.

up to interpretation, but that was a statement.
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Hmm.
yes and capitalization for optimal ease of writing and continuity

Welcome back!

Before I even post my official post about it! Thank ya.

In Slovakia, we still have summer, but only in the afternoons...so its weird, man :D

Well at least you have something! :D Over here it's more like autumn during the day/winter at night. How long does it stay warm over there? When's the season totally over?

oh well, its like 13°C in the morning and 24°C in the afternoon, but its not that big difference for me :D

Ah that's nice! :D It's around 13°C today. Sunshine. Clear skies. Northerly winds... hella cold. XD

yeah :D

Yupp. :)

@AudioMachina22 @Cyberdevil @Cyberdevil It's been hell tbh...

The chat? Or everything? :/

@AudioMachina22 @Cyberdevil @Cyberdevil everything. Haven't started working on the chat yet but I hope to soon.

Bummer, man. :/ What's been up/down/hellish?

@AudioMachina22 @Cyberdevil @Cyberdevil Chokey feels in the body

Ah man. Anxiety? Can't give much advice on that, but I have had this really stubborn cold for soon two weeks now, maybe some level of reltability in breathing deficiencies there... hope you find a way! Maybe helps to let go a bit. Not in control? No matter. Life's great sometimes and sometimes it really isn't. Just go with the flow, keep doing what you can, smile at the glimpses of greatness you come across and don't mind the darkness as much. Also hear exercise helps a lot. Serotonin and all that.

@AudioMachina22 @Cyberdevil @Cyberdevil It's about 100 times worser than anxiety. No exaggeration. It's so chokey that you want to just fucking die right away.

Panic attacks...? Just gotta put a word on it to understand it, even if I probably can't really grasp what that's like right now. :/ There's gotta be some place you can turn to though right? Helplines and such? Maybe if you can get to the root of your fear, then the symptoms will all disappear. If you don't fear death. If you don't fear asphyxiation. I can see how this could turn into pretty bad advice though... hope you find a way. Life really is worth it. When you hit rock bottom it can only get better again.

@AudioMachina22 @Cyberdevil @Cyberdevil No I don't fear death but I fear asphyxiation.

Ah well maybe that's it. If you could dig deep and figure why you have that fear; tackle that? They say that one fear always replaces another, so maybe you can cycle through some others after that and find one that's not as bad. :)

Starting to get a bit self-conscious of how I'm breathing right now too though. XD Best not overthink these things...

baby come back

It's been a few days huh! I'm on my way!